The break up

And I opened my eyes one lid after the other in unconscious rhythm of weakness from the malaria and a sudden pain that has just developed down my spine, to my cell phone ringing in the distance, just below my palms that was stretched out. It says "incoming call Luv" ...excitement breaks from within...unto my lips as I leaped to my feet...being waiting for this call all day...my love to whom my heart belongs .as i slam the green button and saying "Hello dear" as a usually would..
    Well it never would have changed any thing if I did not pick that call...But how could I not. I have known Amanda for about 13 months now and we have dated for 12.young and pink relationship just sent from is to was by the woman I love and still love...My heart still grieves, every time the thoughts crosses my mind...as I flip through pictures of that faithful evening 10:14pm.i can still feel the rain drops on my jacket and face as i across the road to the other side of love street. “Am breaking up with you“was the first thing she said.