Tuesday, 7 June 2016

Confessions

It’s a maze.
My lust: my endless search for meaning
Inevitably ceases and drags my feet into darkness yet again.
I’m sore.

I weep.
I have lost my purpose.
Ounces to litters, till I lost it all
Apparitions’ fog up my vision, of things remembered or not,
I sink deeper.

As I bleed out the lies; the truth as well
I don’t know who I am
I am not sure what I have become,
I disappear tomorrow; hell today.

I have found trouble, a worthy battle
Backing the Dead Sea, I face the wroth of justice in front,
My soul is the contention.
My life is the truce

My love is sick, my love is dying away
I left his warmth, my God is Far away
In cloaks of sadness, the only words left to say
Mercy, mercy, lord, mercy

Forgive me o lord for I have sinned
Can’t find faith in my faith; hope in my world

Truth in my heart, or love in my soul

Mercy, mercy, lord, mercy