Tuesday, 7 June 2016

Confessions

It’s a maze.
My lust: my endless search for meaning
Inevitably ceases and drags my feet into darkness yet again.
I’m sore.

I weep.
I have lost my purpose.
Ounces to litters, till I lost it all
Apparitions’ fog up my vision, of things remembered or not,
I sink deeper.

As I bleed out the lies; the truth as well
I don’t know who I am
I am not sure what I have become,
I disappear tomorrow; hell today.

I have found trouble, a worthy battle
Backing the Dead Sea, I face the wroth of justice in front,
My soul is the contention.
My life is the truce

My love is sick, my love is dying away
I left his warmth, my God is Far away
In cloaks of sadness, the only words left to say
Mercy, mercy, lord, mercy

Forgive me o lord for I have sinned
Can’t find faith in my faith; hope in my world

Truth in my heart, or love in my soul

Mercy, mercy, lord, mercy

Tuesday, 15 December 2015

The Future in sight

I really love my friends
caleb,chioma,dayo are just a few of them
my heart is heavy because i know
from now it the real life show

Our lives are now changing
For the good and the bad
We'll move on to better things
But we all still feel sad

Through tough loves and heartbreaks
Through cries and upsets
Our lives are now changing
Completely reset

We try and try
To grasp those final laughs
Knowing that this part of our life
Is only half

It's only half
Of what our lives will turn out to be
Some friends will stay
Some you won't see

School is a stepping stone
To what our lives hold ahead
The notebooks are filled, pens out of ink
The books we need have all been read

Hugs will take place
Tears will be shed
Nervousness will be felt
Final goodbyes will be said

Our lives are now changing
Our hearts all broken
We'll all exchange phone numbers
But our final words may be spoken

But we all must be confident
That everything will be alright
We have to look on the good side
That our futures will be bright

It'll be hard
And it'll be tough
But if we don't believe in ourselves
Our paths will be rough

So as our lives change
And as our minds sway
We all have to know
Everything will be ok

Thank you and good bye!

Wednesday, 1 July 2015


In every room of our time together there is a box,
Of memories we shared,
Now is the time to pack away with you,
With sadness and with care.

The first is a simple smile,
Whenever I thought of you,
Neatly folded into four,
It's the best that I could do.

Next are all the memories,
Of the times when we were two,
Wrapped with love one by one,
Sealed with tears as glue.

And then there are the butterflies,
you had when i was near your seat at the hanger,
Now in a cage of sadness,
And locked up with a tear.

Next are the times we almost kissed,
Each one wrapped with a sigh,
Placed next to a rolled up list,
Of all the times I've asked why didn't i?.

Now to pack are the pieces of my heart,
Gathered in a pile,
Each one wrapped up tenderly,
And placed next to a distant smile.

Finally all the wrong imagination,
Placed in softly so no more can break,
Covering them over trying not to tear up,
So you'ld remember them for my sake

You'll go someplace you've never gone,
you'll make your mark again,
You will reset your standards
and sure will make new friends
As soon as today is yesterday
your heart will always give
I hope you won't regret today,
cause your future longs to live

If our paths don't cross again,
I won't forget this day
Cause I'm afraid of change,
I'm scared you will shift aways
your eyes will see things they've never seen,
but I've always been here
The time that counts your moments gone,
 will teach me not to fear.

You'll look upon your life
and see familiar grounds
You'll hear the call of memories
and recognize the sound
All the lives you change
will make stars disappear
And as you're settled down,
you'll realize you've never left here.

cant stand you walking round each room,
Closing each and every curtain,
Shutting each and every door,
Leaving behind each and every pain.

today i Gathering up the memories we shared,
Making sure I've got them all,
Packing them softly because I cared,
Leaving them in the boxes in the hall

please don't take them jeddy
please don't go

Friday, 27 February 2015

The Reaping



Do not go easy, my friend do not go easy,
as we move toward the years unknown,
where we find more use for silicon,
and the ever rising price of Gold

looking,but we never see enough,
we travel through moments instead,
search but we never find enough
there is always a road ahead.

Do not go easy my friend, do not go easy,
observing the social collage of blood and moneybags,
its really just a party of idiots,
going in circles and zig zags.

Dragged into a slow night of dark mystic,
singing and cheering year by year,
to the same music only played in a different key,
the lyrics where easy to bear

The last years are coming in fast, candles dying out.
fog of deceit in the air , we cant see a thing,
but the monster is coming and he will be here soon,
in the slight second,its the reaping.

The mid-night morning, the  blood flow
as the salt of your sweat reaches your wailing mouth
drive drive away into the unknown best
as the hand of judgment sweeps out

And to the restless gangling bells of salvation
plunged back and forth,ever so busy
our choices rule us,in this game of truths
but do not go easy my friend do not go easy

Sunday, 25 August 2013

Cracks on the wall

All the terms have failed
All my heads are tails
All i have known was wrong
All i had was gone

i thought i heard him scream
i thought i knew why
i'm loosing grounds and gaining speed...
lost it all in my sleep
dried his patience till its tip
from 5 ft 6 to six foots deep
so i let him be,
and he set me free
now i live in my mind
and stay on the edge
its beautiful here
and beautiful there

i knew the truth
and could make it rhyme
the words where worthless
and a waste of time

am not totally gone,
just on the edge,
its safe because its not,
i live for all its worth.

am confused in whats true or false
but i never stopped writing it
facts in  fiction, vision or dream
wont stop still my heart caves in.


lost?
wont know until i cant find my way
wont care because there's less to pay
wont ask because there are all the same
the heads the tails my bags of shame

Tuesday, 13 August 2013





Back from the end
the lingering fingers of desire
hav'en thirsted real sweetness..
its juice still lingers
am i impressed?..no!
do i want to go back? ...yes!
pointless struggle
tis all a waste of time

there is no telling
the darkness of your mind
there is not telling of
pleasures of twos and threes
no castles of trust bought
tis all a waste of time

the song has been sang
the misery was over
and now it beckons again
the start of all things.
am i impressed ...no
do i want to go back ...yes.

from the sneeze to the heat stroke
there was love ,scorn and love again
from no shoes to the fallen bucket
there is light, dark and light again

and then it remains true
there is now no secrete,
we were empty and void
u could not believe me
because in the end all in all
we see a wasted land
in the golden framed picture
and we leave by and by
until the horn is blown
am i impressed..no
do i want to go back ...yes

Monday, 29 April 2013

The break up





And I opened my eyes one lid after the other in unconscious rhythm of weakness from the malaria and a sudden pain that has just developed down my spine, to my cell phone ringing in the distance, just below my palms that was stretched out. It says "incoming call Luv" ...excitement breaks from within...unto my lips as I leaped to my feet...being waiting for this call all day...my love to whom my heart belongs .as i slam the green button and saying "Hello dear" as a usually would..
    Well it never would have changed any thing if I did not pick that call...But how could I not. I have known Amanda for about 13 months now and we have dated for 12.young and pink relationship just sent from is to was by the woman I love and still love...My heart still grieves, every time the thoughts crosses my mind...as I flip through pictures of that faithful evening 10:14pm.i can still feel the rain drops on my jacket and face as i across the road to the other side of love street. “Am breaking up with you“was the first thing she said.